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argh..2 days nv blog le.. all bcoz of tt relative..lol..i'm evil =x in the day, i either go out or go work..at night i come home..late le..relative slping in my bro's room so i cant use com. now.. finally online.. i type until v weird..coz i cut my nails last night.. got 2 crack..so i just one shot cut all.. *cry

ytd.. work whole days.. meaning work the 2 shifts for the day.. 12 to 4, 6.30 to close. the afternoon de still quite ok..coz got a senior colleague there.. she shld be in her 30s..but she damn crappy..damn lame..damn nice. she crap i really bth..laugh like duno wad. actually i didnt really talk to her de.. but tt day cc got work..den she got talk.. so i started talking a bit oso. den break.. we went to eat.. den buy things..bought candy canes for mr teo to give us..lol. bought longxin's present. she already noe i giving her..so sian loh. sms alvin..ask wad to buy for her..den she went to read alvin's hp den she noe le. no surprise..not nice. den i search for it.. find edison's stuff to buy for her.. find wallet.. clothes.. bags.. all like over budget. sad. wanted to buy a wallet de leh..den alvin say her wallet 3 months old..so i decided not to buy since it's quite new. saw so many nice wallets.. told her today..she oso dun mind having 1. i ended up buying a billabong pink and white slippers for her. nice leh..i like. =x go back work earlier..coz nth to do.. den idiot asshole bitchy bastard ppl come work..the assistant manager..the guy i've been talking abt..pms every day..and a ex-dunmanite..2 years older than us de, i think, i duno. she's a fucking hell woman who only fucking hell work 2 more weeks than me is fucking hell bossing me around and the fucking hell male manager has fucking pms every day. nice sentence? i wrote this sentence in my hp, waiting for the next time i come online to wreite in my blog. i'm tt mad tt day. heng got cc oso tio the same fucking scolding with me. i at first punch the card wrongly..cc help me punch.. but den the thing press wrongly den punch le. den we cancel it, but nd manager signature to cancel.. den we didnt noe. the nice colleague tell us need manager den we noe. den after work ask him to sign..he freaking hell scold us no manners den say like we always got into trouble. wth loh. den the ex-dunmanite..she work 2 more weeks than me only..fucking bossy. she think she v big, talk damn big. den normally must take cups from the kitchen after they finish washing mah..den i take 1 tray full of cups i already bth liao..find it damn heavy. den she tt day take 2 trays ma..den i told her she v strong..den she said sth like.. where got strong. u netballer leh, cfm much stronger than me. den she give the damn xialan attitude. wtf.. somemore it's like i'm non team 1? ZZZZZ! nvm. den hoh.. wanted to ta bao some sushi back home de..coz someimes is throw away de ma. den today got 1 girl she nv work today but at night she come back like help a bit..den i didnt noe she come back for wad shit lah. den i ask cc..den she told me that girl came back to ta bao the food back. wtf..nv work come back just to ta bao food. damn kiasu right? i first night work.. c all the sushi throw away v wasted. so wanted to ta bao wif cc.. of coz not all lah.. give some for others if they want. they really take all until i dun c any left. conclusion, the world is full of ppl wif disguisting characters.

today.. went to mr teo's sis's hse for netball gathering. her sis stay alone, den work from morning to night, so hse can let us use. meet at library bus stop tt time, i was the second person to reach.. longxin was the first. den wait until damn long loh, den my leg v suan oso. zz. oh ya, b4 tt i went to eat breakfast wif raymond coz i wanna pass him sth tt he left with me tt day when he asked me to keep qi li xiang's cd for him during the class gathering. so full loh.. ate ya kun. nice. but i fin the texture of the bread v hard..den the top of my gum..the behind teeth 1..like v pain. lol. ok..after tt.. took bus with netballers.. alight from the bus,..and we couldnt find the way to the block.. we walked for 30mins leh..to find the block..keep asking directions. walk until tired..wanna find cab oso cant find. pungol sucks. lol. den we meet at 1 place..ask cc and mr teo come find us and we walk there. haha. we walk the opposite direction after we alight from the bus. goondu man. reach there..watch 'what a girl wants'.. i watch b4 le..at cc's hse..vcd.. den i watch until i feel like slping..den in the show..the actor sing 1 line of 'the way you look tonight'..haha. the sylvester sing b4 de. omg, love sylvester singing tt song. can just melt. den i find the show..after watching the second time.. it's a bit too fairy tale.. suitable for secondary 1 and 2 girls.. i'm not into such shows anymore. haha. den exchange presents.. i receive present from cc..actually i sort of expected it..she told me the present she bought for tt somebody is more than $20 den a bit hint like the person will like it. den i got a feeling it's me.. i duno y. den really me. bought a cap for me.. a blue adidas 1. wanted a cap all along, but i wear cap not nice, so i wont buy for myself. lol. since ppl wan buy i accept. muahahaha. tt time she say she wanna buy a cap for herself..den we go c..den i choose this 1 for her.. coz she like light blue ma..den the cap oso quite nice. den she bought tt for me loh. hee. thanks man. aisyah bought a make up set for hq..and it's within our budget lah.. $15 to $20.. it's a whole set loh. den yp bought a girl boxer for aisyah..den she dun dare to take out the present after she recieve it..coz mr teo's there. muahahahah! oh ya..mr teo gave us the candy canes.. i bought wif cc de. LOL! after tt.. talk abt jokes.. den mr teo tell us a ghost story.. it's a very long plus draggy 1..but i dun find it scary lah..very typical kind of ghost story ma..a bit sian..i keep eating chips when aisyah and cc is almost shivering beside me. lol. den he say this ghost like keep appearing and disappearing..den say sth will pull their leg, dun let them run.. den very scary.. den he say it's his own experience.. den he say he cannot run, coz the ghost pulling his leg so hard, it's as hard as he pulling our legs. -_-" get the meaning? waste my time listening to the story.. zz. heng i thruout not scared at all..if not i become the joke. =x after tt..we talk abt gods and angels.. devil and ghost stuff. it's so religious.. i wanted to stop the topic so desp by saying it's up to u to believe it or not.. den blah.. den mr teo and some religious ppl will just keep going on and on. not tt i'm being biased, but i believe everyone has the right to believe or not believe in god, ghost and stuff like tt. ppl can worry abt wad happen to them after they die.. whether they go heaven or hell or become ghost.. i only noe..after i die. i decomposed and become a dump of bones.

woo.. 2 days nv blog le.. i miss my blog =x the relative loh..i now den realised he's my grandfather's bro.. =x my grandfather.. i not even born he pass away le.. so all these things..i duno..cant blame me. =x

sunday.. i went to airport to meet hq to see energy.. waited for like 1 hour there loh.. the flight suppose to reach at 3.10pm.. but den wait so long..the luggage de conveyer belt oso stop moving le..still no signs of energy.. den we like super kan chong..coz we wanna go c luo zhi xiang at junction 8 and the thing starts at 3.30..den suddenly like got one big group of fans go t1.. den we duno what happen..so we just follow.. den reached there.. i c the flight like from taipei.. but den energy say they come from beijing liao leh..wait there oso no use.. so abt 430 like tt.. we rushed to junction 8 to see luo zhi xiang's qian chang hui. we rushed there..den c the open plaza..........empty. the posters and the barriers still there..but the door is closed and nobody inside. it's a freaking disappointing day.. i reached j8 i see nobody..i feel like.. zz..crying =x coz it's like i so excited wana c energy and luo zhi xiang on the same day..in the end both oso nv get to see.. when we reached j8 it's only 530 like tt loh.. the event 2 hours only? i dun believe luo zhi xiang got so little fans loh. zz. super sad. den me and hq just go buy some snacks.. sit down at mac to eat.. den b4 i realised it's 630..my sis calling me ask me when i going back for dinner..coz got another relative come..going out for dinner.. den i rushed back to have dinner wif them..so i missed the charity show.. managed to watch from taufik sing alone there.. but den the stupid coffeeshop uncle go turn down the volume of the tv..zz. den i CANNOT HEAR ANYTHING. den after tt..go home..got wad performance i oso miss. but i got hear luo zhi xiang talk a bit..got hear energy on phone.. super sad. they nv even come..at least tell me, den i can go c luo zhi xiang right? ZZ!!!! energy pang seh me.. ='( LOL! den i heard sly sing the malay song, and taufik sing an jing. pro eh..really pro. i really starting to like taufik le.. like only.. lol. not go crazy over him..coz i just cant go too crazy over someone who sings mostly english songs. duno y.. i really like chinese songs more. den the part sylvester and taufik must stay there to let ppl jump over..tt part damn funny loh..sylvester keep like talking and gossiping wif taufik.. like energy like tt.. kunda always gossip wif ppl..den they finish talking will laugh 1.. LOL! sylvester keep talking loh..i duno y..muahahaha..damn cute. omg omg omg. =x i havent watch him sing an jing leh..zz! luo zhi xiang's performance i oso nv c.. wo ai shang ji qi wa wa~~~ =x

ytd.. class outing..wanted to watch kungfu.. but den plaza singapura full le.. no tickets.. den we go cineleisure.. got show..but all the seats all left like in pairs or single de.. separate de. zz..so nv watch the show. i wanna watch 1 loh. i die oso must watch! k nvm..den we girls.. pinky, socks, steph and me go take neoprint..the guys go play lan.. den we girls take 3 machines.. every machine got stupid things 1 loh. first one we dun really noe what to do wif it.. second one is 8beam..the camera can turn and shift up and down de.. den we make the camera face down den we wanna sit down..but cant squeeze all 4 of us.. den i squeeze until mad..den i realised..we can just shift the camera up to let it capture a bigger space..haha. goondu leh. but in the end tt picture very dark.. duno y..maybe below no lights. den the 3rd machine.. take and decorate at the same time.. den pinky and steph decorating.. den me and socks nth to do.. den suddenly got flash..a picture was taken..den we not prepared ma..the picture taken damn stupid loh. sockling was looking at the camera coz she wanna use it as mirror..wanna see sth..den i in the background duno doing wad..opening my mouth. damn retarded. we look like ghost loh. she look like the ju-on boyboy ghost to me. muahahahahah! we both look damn retarded lah. den we keep laughing. after tt..we pull steph and pinky to take the second pic..den sockling still laughing at tt time. lol. den steph v free leh..still go decorate the me and socks retard de pic..she go put '?!!' LOL! stupid. =x after tt.. we wan bigger de picture..den pay $4 can have A5 size de.. den end up..we have repeated 3 pics.. not wad we wanted. lol. so many loh. haha. we take neoprints..take 1 hour leh. i oo got a shock. the guys play 1 hour lan.. we took 1 hour of neoprints. lol. in the end spent more money on neoprint than we supposed to on movies. lol. after tt..go marina bay.. waited for the bus for more than 1 hour leh. zz. when we just reach..keep got ppl wanna 'pull' us to their steamboat restaurant.. they still got mini bus to fetch us there. den still say give us free 2 bottles of champange. but we still go 'long chun' coz duno who say it's nicer..food nicer. so just go loh. reached there.. drizzling.. so must sit inside. i too hungry..until like not hungry le.. i eat not much den full le..but i didnt stop..coz i dun feel like stopping. muahahahaha! coz i noe if hungry until not hungry..sure v fast hungry 1 ma. den got 1 guy there..he keep smiling loh..cant stand him..i really think he look like tang san zang.. LOL! the drinks there so ex loh.. sugar cane juice..$2.. plus lemon $2.50.a can of drink.. $1.50. siao 1. but i expected it to be v ex 1 lah..eat at another place at marina bay oso. but $10 for food..quite cheap lah. tt's y i hate seoul garden. cheat my money 1. lol. after tt..go arcade play a while..but i nv play lah. i suck at daytona. lol. seldom go arcade de. no childhood..my parents oso dun like. haha. den take photos.. den go home le. i tot i lost my hp leh..i cant find.. i kan chong like duno what shit..actually is sockling kept it for me..coz she just now playing wif it. phew.. oh ya..eating tt time.. raymond go buy beer leh..can buy loh.. lol. but den he go put straw.. drink from it. LOL! look damn stupid. den laili go buy apple drink.. den pour into beer de mug.. den really look like beer loh. den drink like sud sud like tt. haha. after tt.. late le..jvn's parents kp..steph mum oso scold until i duno how.. den her parents insist she fetch her from marina bay there. jvn's parents go threaten him either dun give him money or cut his hp line. eh. strict eh? scary. heng my parents now gimme quite a lot of freedom. must treasure. lol. go home..i feel sick..so i ate a big big apple. lol. vitamin c needed.

today..i woke up at 2+.. i forgot abt going wl's hse to make mr teo's album!! zz. shit. k nvm. so i slack all the way until now den can write my blog. i going to work soon. first time work until at night leh. later at night duno wad to do..become blur..den freaking manager going to nag at me again. zz. hope matthew is there to save me and tell me what to do. i dun wanna go work.. i slack 3 days le leh.. zz. tmr worse..whole day. i think i wanna commit suicide. somemore i falling ill soon. got slight runny nose den i keep sneezing. ='(

second entry for today.. wanted to complain sth..my parents wanna bring us out for dinner tmr!!! ARGH!! my charity show how? got energy taufik sylvester and luo zhiang xiang LOH!!!! wth..i wanna cry le. lol. watch live and watch repeat so different loh. sad sad sad. spent my christmas at home.. slp until 2pm..wake up watch tv..online..all relatives downstairs chatting i alone online.. den go out for dinner.. they talk super long loh.. reach there before 7.. reach home slightly before 10. siao 1. dinner leh.

oh ya..i rem i nv say sth.. ytd the spray thing finish le..jimmy keep saying he next time wanna use insecticide.. den spray..ppl sure siam from u..den we keep discussing abt the headlines on newspaper the next day.. he say sth like 'a mad man running down orchard road spraying insecticide' den i suggested 'bodies lying along orchard road with unknown reason' lol.super lame. =x

merry christmas everybody! =D ytd was real fun.. in the day..work.. oso can smile..coz one hour $8..LOL!.. den one colleague and i down there saying.. 1 hr $8..30mins $4..15mins $2 liao..muahahah. but very busy ah.. lunch oso so busy.. until 3pm still like full 1 leh. omg. den got a few new faces.. i think is i new lah.. they off i nv see them or wad..they damn funny 1 loh. omg.. funny pigs. =x but i nv talk to them de.. i just at the side listen to them. lol. den jian liang.. he say got 1 customer.. say coke damn soft..like mouthing the word coke only..then he went 'HUHHHH????' and put his ear very near their face. then he come and show us wad he did. damn stupid loh. hahaha. den the stupid idiotic guy manager.. keep scolding me blur. =x freaking hell say i not confident when i deciding where to let customer sit. 4 days nia..wan me how confident? den i bill tt time..he scold me nv signal to him when i billing. wtf nobody tell me got such system den he come scold me. if u tell me den i duno u scold me nvm. NOBODY TELL ME LOH. idiot. ok nvm. still quite ok lah work. i realised chawanmushi is really popular..not only for me and hq. lol. anyway, saw this quite gd looking de guy..den i keep looking =x den i happen to tale his order..den he open his mouth and talk..wtf..freaking ah gua. i -_-" ..impression go down the drain.

after work.. keep trying to contact jimmy and huiqi.. ask them meet wad time and bleh.. hq go watch movie wif her friends first..den we meet the guys at tampines first. i went home first..den me and cc go meet david, jimmy and hanwei there..zhizong was oso there..but he nv follow us go town. they finish playing pool...den we go town.. david dun wanna spend money on mrt, he say very ex, so when i scan, he stand very close behind me den go in tog. lol. on mrt damn crapppp.. david super crap loh. i bth. duno how cc ta han him de. =x reach there..go the.. i forget what's the name of the place..the hawker at orchard there.. cant find place..go centrepoint de mac eat.. den jimmy go meet his friend..duno gf or admirer or who lah..mauhahah =x den walk around centrepoint and heeren..slack until cannot slack liao..i so bored loh.. oh ya..we oso got meet jackson and stephanie..i forgot.. =x den david like unhappy got couple.. lol. i for tt day nv mind lah.. sometimes i will oso. lol. but it's normal mah..bring gf along when u go out wif friends..not normal meh? =x den hq come..while waiting for her.. got a lot of ppl spraying the foam..i keep trying to siam loh.. den hq come, we go heeren take pictures a bit..den go cineleisure.. den after crossing the road.. got this pathway to go cineleisure ma..den cc, hq and i lost david that group.. den we wait at the pathway there.. den got this group of guys suddenly say 'hi girls. merry christmas' den they spray the thing across us loh. wtf! we scream like mad.

after tt.. we continue go cineleisure slack..sit down.. den we drag david go buy alcoholic drinks wif us.. tried vodka..blueberry de..nice..hq tried sth else..canberries..i dun like. haha..den cc and i go buy famous amos eat.. =x den meldon sms hq..he say he saw sylvester and maia at tm. omg!!!!! imagine i at tm! ZZ!!! ok..anyway..the cineleisure toilet is like wth..flood..damn dirty.. think ppl go there wash up den yucks.. den we continue slacking.. den jimmy come back meet us with the spray..he got 2 cans.. den we waited..den suddenly outside v noisy..so we noe christmas le..12 le.. den freaking david go snatch the can..means jimmy and david got the cans.. means we 3 girls sure die lah. so we keep like duno wana go out or not..go out sure tio spray. but nvm lah, for the fun just go. den everywhere ppl is spraying each other loh. some strangers oso spray me. some is really aim face 1 leh. den i scream..i'll taste some bitter stuff..yucks loh. zz. den the smell of the spray everywhere leh. den david and jimmy spray us until siao. we just keep running and banging onto ppl. heng i wear shoe..but den my toenails very long..toe damn pain. den got someone offer to sell us spray cans.. 5 for $10.. but den i very fast use up loh.. duno is cheat 1 or not..i dun care..den we buying tt time..david down there saying die liao..den he chong run damn fast. haha! den we bought de is those string kind..not fun loh.. but nvm..can attack them can le. lol. i nv spray strangers leh..wanted to..but i forgot..i only keep looking for jimmy and david to spray.. cc keep running.. i run a bit tired le..wait down there den i suddenly appear. lol. den i think david got chased by us until v tired. keep hiding in a corner..sit down and rest. lol. really keep chasing loh..siao 1. den david say got 1 time..he keep spraying hq..den he laughing those HAHAHAHA kind.. with his mouth open..den got 1 stranger go spray right into his mouth. wtf.. he say very bitter. hahahahaha..i bth loh. i after the whole thing..lick my lips already v bitter..i cant imagine him. lol. after tt..everyone finish using up our cans.. david oso..den cc go bluff david..say dun haf liao..den she go spray..den the 2 of them started running again. den david go snatch from her.. den we go help her snatch back..so me, cc and hq snatching 1 bottle from david.. he grab damn hard.. goalkeeper jiu shi goalkeeper..lol. den he snatch until he lying on the floor laughing and garbbing the bottle..damn stupid. den ke lian de jimmy stand one side help to hold his file. lol. den i hear ppl saying 4 pl snatching 1 bottle damn funny. lol. after tt..abt to go le.. den hq saw her duno cs or gbr or online friends.. =x den 1 saw her.. all come and attack..she keep screaming.. coz the person grab her hand and dun let her go. they spray until her whole head like shampoo like tt..lol. her body oso quite a lot. den david wanted to help her a bit lah..den hq's friend go spray him oso. lol! innocent leh. den we go home. on the train keep talking, v fast reach tampines. hq go leslie hse ton. cool man. den i walk home alone.. den got this group of ppl ask me how to go to the stadium..so late liao..y they go stadium man. so i tell them loh. den i tell them le, they say thank you..then the guy ask i walk home alone ah? in chinese..den i say ya..den he ask me to xiao xin.. omg. so nice..stranger can oso so nice. today i learn sth.. strangers can have fun wif u..spray the thing..and can b very concerned. lol. nice singaporeans. lol. so i walked home smiling. =x

now the relative at my hse..den got my auntie uncles come talk to him..i so bored. upstairs online oso like a sin like tt. zz. den ask me go down join in the conversation meh? mad. =x looking forward to tmr and monday. tmr going to c energy and luo zhi xiang.. plus the charity show got energy and sylvester..omg..my fav idols! monday got class steamboat..wee~

ytd.. i work.. den zz.. i think i every day sure make some freaking mistakes 1.. ytd i take order..put wrong table.. den i give them the same customer their order.. which is some ice cream den got the waffles biscuit on top..the waffle drop in front of them. omg. paisay. den i keep apologising..it's 2 20+ de ladies..den one of them keep laughing..den she say 'haha.. nvm..u very comical..v funny' i duno wanna laugh or angry loh..say i comical.. den hoh..got another customer.. freaking hell.. i new ma..tt day just noe how to use pda..den at tt moment i just noe how to bill.. den i bill sth wrong lah.. den freaking hell guy keep diao me loh. duno what's his prob. ok nvm. i tio shock..like scared. den after tt.. i meet my erjie.. go orchard meet my dajie to have dinner during her break..den me and my erjie go buy christmas presents..she buying a lot man..buy for her ex-bf, who is her very good friend now, her 2 girlfriends, her bf's parents and her bf. bought a mont blanc or whatever the spelling is the pen.. $315.. sud sud. so expensive buy 1 pen. $315 i duno ca buy how many pilot pen. think i study from young until die oso nv use up $315 to buy pilot pen..muahahah. den we go search for her bf de parents de present until die loh. she wanna buy perfume for his mum.. den go tangs find.. the ppl recommend de perfume for middle age women.. i smell liao i find them freaking smelly. i think i still young la..those for younger ppl de perfume i find nice. those is really yucks loh. wtf..u call it perfume? i think put in toilet still cannnn 'mian qiang' make it. =x den find v long..got this lady serve us. den my erjie duno what to buy. so we look around..den got another guy serve us.. eh..wth.. he very shuai ok..he's cute plus shuai. omg can u imagine it. den he talk hoh.. very fluent in english..den my sis will ask me like, the perfume nice or not and stuff in chinese.. den he'll switch to chinese to talk to us. den my erjie after tt secretly tell me..she say she like ppl who switch laanguages so tt we more comfortable de. hmm.. he's really v shuai loh. i duno what to say. like he look at us..can see me and my erjie eyes like will glow. muahahaha. think 30% why my erjie will buy the thing is bcoz of him =x bought a couple de perfume for erjie's bf's parents..$158 i think. k..den after tt continue wallking..search fo my netball christmas celebration de exchange present de present. haha..a bit long. aiyah..but a bit sian lah..coz we only free on the 30th..so we celebrating christmas plus new yr on the 30th. sad. duno what's the taste of the person leh. after tt..shop until our legs damn damn suan le. i stand non stop from 12 noon to 4..for work..after tt all the way for shopping. can die. my erjie oso tired..she wearing heels. den we cmi liao..go coffee bean sit damn long..wait for my dajie to knock off den go home tog.

k today..nearby block got funeral.. woke me up.. den go work.. den got this colleague.. i walk into office or whatever lah..where u put the things de.. got this new face i nv c b4 for the past 2 days..den he look at me..suoper friendly..ask wad's my name. den i say loh. first glance.he quite good looking. but he look quite flirt too. den after tt.. work tt time..he ask wad's my name again.. coz he see my name tag but cant figure out how to pronounce. den i ask him wad's his name..den coz our name tag only got the last name..like for mine it's not lee shyuan..only 'shyuan'..den his is liang.. den he say 'call me..LIANG' LOL! damn lame loh. still duno what's his real name. nv call him. think he work there quite long le. coz he cashier..must be quite long den can b cashier.. he say the welcome and thank you thing in japanese freaking loud. lol. nice. compare to mine..i think i talking to ant. but loud liao leh i find. =x dun even noe if i pronounce correctly. he talk to me personally v gentleman..wtf..i freaking melt in my heart. coz i clearing the table wif him.. den i wipe the table..the cold noodle like become flat on the table..very hard to wipe.. den he ask me put some hot water on the cloth den wipe..den he say 'xiao xin, sao, bu yao tang dao shou' omgggg.. so caring right? muahahahah. =x first day meet him nia talk until sooo nice. den he like a bit flirt kind, but not to me, to one of my female manager or sth. but den.. the saying is nan ren bu huai, nu ren bu ai. muahahaha. shit, i think i sound damn desp. jk 1 lah =x den i clear table wif him again.. den i wth drop the green tea powder on the table den bshhhhhh... the thing on the table.. i nv notice it was on my shirt and pants until he tell me. a lot loh. den i go kitchen wash up..den i laughing like siao.. my another colleague always talk to me de oso laugh. den i keep asking him obscene or not. lol. coz it's at the bottom front =x i go wet until very wet, den dry le still got green green 1. den today got 1 customer.. quite shuai..but eating wif gf. lol. =x oh ya today on the way to work..in tm saw mrs lin. wanted to talk to her.. but den cant lah.. i'm late..coz i have to reach workplace 10 mins b4 the time. she's so nice..recognise me although i cut my hair. ytd i saw hsi en when i was wif my sis. he almost didnt recognise me loh. he say i jian fei plus make up, when i both oso dun haf? freaking fat say i jian fei? zz.

after work.. i walk ard in ntuc c got wad chocolates can buy for friends and family for christmas..but i nv buy. =x wanted to meet my sis.. but den she and her friend like cannot decide where to go so i nv meet them le. i go wl hse.. got xy, sheila, hq, cc, aisah and px helping to do mr teo album. i go there..less than 1 hour i go le. coz got relative from china comemy hse..he staying loh..wtf wtf wtf. he using my bro's room..so i dun think i can online often these few days. i nd to chong dl songs 1 leh. zz!! hmm..tmr work..$8 per hour. OMG! oh ya..today vannessa and pingqi come find me i guess..from outside the shop..they saw me..and i wave to them. duno if i look funny to them when i tie my hair? lol.

hmm.. last 2 days nv blog.. so i shall blog abt mon. first day of work.. i freaking scared at first..like duno how to enter the shop.. den when i first go into the shop right..the manager tot i alone eating as customer.. den i down there wave and say no no.. den he recognise me le. den ok..start work.. den i change into their uniform.. then the senior there ask me to tie up my hair. zz. tie my hair leh. hate it loh, make my big face look bigger. haha. hmm..den they find rubberband for me..in the end really use those rubberband kind.. those u tie packed food 1. zz. ok den work.. i cant get the japanese word they say..the welcome and thank you word..damn chim loh. zz! work..first time..i act v hardworking..lol. coz manager say cannot stand down there dun do work ma..so i refill soya sauce..refill toothpick and chopsticks loh..i refill until damn full. =x i dun care..not my money..as long as i get the pay i'm supposed to get. den i take order.. those already working de got pda to take customers' order..i take paper and pen. zz. take already den i pass to them for them to key in. den hoh.. i got once..i say wrong table wants bill..zz! den hai one of them key in wrongly loh. i apologise like mad. coz it's damn ma fan. shit. damn paisay. anyway.. those working de..got 2 is like my position 1 lah..normal waiter.. got 1 is work for 4 months le.. junyuan sec..took n level.. another 1 is a sec5 st.hildas de guy. quite nice. den hoh.. i hate chawanmushi!!! for once..haha. coz need to take from the steamer to give customer ma. den i freaking goondu!! i go take wif my hands..when got one tongs beside it for me to take de. i take abt 10 of it liao..den i c..eh..got tongs. -_-" goondu. DAMN HOT LOH. hot util my index finger and thumb like red. goondu. den 3.30 to 4..i really freaking sian. nth to do le. den i stand down there talk to the guy.. quite nice to talk to. shall exchange numbers wif them tmr. and ya..i nth to do..one of the senior de ppl there..ask me wipe the plastic cover of the plates on the coveyer belt.. coz sometimes like got water vapour condense..den wipe. wah..really bo liao. den ask me wipe all! no time loh..conveyer belt will keep moving 1 leh. super kan chong. haha.

after tt..go home change..den go angeline's hse for bbq-cum-house warming-cum-netball gathering.. they played tennis b4 tt. they wear cap and take photos.. v nice loh. zz. haha..nvm. i play tennis sure make a fool of myself 1. reach there..i start eating satay and a few things after unpacking them le. den i guilty..reach already eat..so i go help..i spread butter on the food. keep spreading and spreading. LOL! it's really oily loh..after tt..but den the food got a lot of butter smell. damn nice. but fat lah. haha. funny. i keep spreading loh..really. lol. den got help bbq oso. haha. fun. den i had a sip of beer.. it was ok..not as bitter as i expect..but the after taste is like..yucksssss. den we took a lot of photos.. played wif ice.. drink hooch. after tt some ppl left..left me, hq, wl, yp, angeline, sheila and xy talking. discussing where to meet for christmas.. how to do mr teo de photo album and stuff. den b4 tt, b4 the ppl left..we draw lots..c christmas we gotta buy present for who. i duno wad to buy for tt person..like noe but duno. lol. ok..den we go up angeline's hse.. then hq and xy bring all the stuff they brought from overseas to give us.. den we played wif lightsticks.. den we make the word 'love' wif it loh. so nice.. shall show u all. after tt..go home le. me and wl take bus..so scared no bus. wait quite long. after tt.. i reach home.. lazy to bathe.. talk to my sis abt work and bbq. so fun. den she say my mum say she noes y i wanna cut fringe..coz i wanna look like sylvester..eh..tt's lame.

ytd..woke up at 1+..my mum keep saying i useless..work 4 hours tired until like tt. pls loh..is after work den go bbq tired..not i work 4 hours only tired loh. den eat lunch..go wl's hse.. i waited for bus 21 for like 40 mins..wtf? lose my patience until mad. reach there..choose pic for mr teo's present.. choose until like 70+ pic le still got quite some pictures to put.. lol. think got a lot of my face =x actually wanna go wl's hse watch ren wo ao you one..but no time. k den after tt..actually wanna go play pool wif raymond and hq..but it's cancelled.. b4 tt i told my maid i not going back for dinner leh.. den i go home.. they keep asking me to eat even though nv cook my share..den i eat damn little.. hmm. after tt.. watch tv.. den wait for my erjie's bf to knock off..den go eat supper. come home slack a bit..den slp le.

now going to work soon. siannnnn.

slp at 430am.. woke up b4 10am.. cant slp.. yet dun feel tired when i wake up. pack the shelf.. mum nag until siao. so i c notes, tys, workbook, textbooks..all throw. but den i keep ss, geog and lit.. in case but CHOI CHOI lah..in case i fail and may wan to retake. but freaking CHOI k? pack finish..floor damn dusty.. i keep sneezing. den..went out wif cc.. she wanna look for skirts.. den we go walk. and u noe wad..i went out wif freaking 10cents in my bag. came home without spending any money. borrowed $5 from her to top up fare card..plus took neoprint..but den got to return her de. zz. money. when will i have more money. went to far east.. walk. den we saw..er.. the guy in holland village, act as xiao xin de.. but actually i saw zhang yao dong.. duno if i get his name correct..the one act as rui en's best friend in ye man qing jia one..i saw him first..he in a group of 4..den one of them is xiaoxin. den i ask cc wad's his real name..den she say yu hong zhi..i go believe. wth..i find it v familiar ma.. who knows..it's his name in holland v. zz. after tt.. walk heeren.. walk cineleisure.. saw them in tcc again. den..den we tired le..go back tampines..say wan sit down and talk..in the end go c fan yi cheng and liu ia yue tuan. reach there at abt 645.. quite little ppl.. feel quite sad for them, so little supporters. nv promote enough ba. the liu jia yue tuan adjusting their instruments. think if energy up there.. i scream and high until mad. but the fans just very quiet. sometimes talk to them. nice. den heard ppl say fan yi cheng come already..den i wait for like a few seconds i c guards surrounding him..bringing him to the stage there. den i quickly take out my phone wanna take picture..coz i very close..v little ppl ma.. den he noe i taking pic..he look at me.. and smile and let me take leh. haha. nice. but den..i dun like him lah..take for fun only. heard tt he's very haolian. but i admit he has a very nice voice. powerful too. den me and cc go walk a while..come back..just nice, they stating..it's a mini concert..they call it a yin yue hui. each of them sing 5 songs..so 10 songs altogether. liu jia yue tuan's song..actually listen live quite nice 1. u c mtv or wad..it's just some freaking 6 kids making some noise. but it's nice lah. potential. their coordination v good. they start music is suddenly start den start singing and jumping 1. cool. they jump..super cute ok. den got 1 song..er.. Yuan Meng De Xiao Xiong, i didnt noe is they sing 1 loh..tot it's nan quan ma ma. wo dui bu qi liu jia yue tian. lol. it's a nice song..but the lyrics..like funny eh? den hoh..got this cutie guy in liu jia yue tuan.. play the keyboard de..he's so cute loh. his face is omg 1. when he play those slower song tt time..he use those got stand de keyboard..if fast song..he use those wear over the back..like guitar those kind. wa sud sud. they jump..i duno wad to say lah. cute.. very active boy boy those kind. and i realised.. they're either 24 or 23 yrs old. dun look like. look like 20 at most. ok..den it's fan yi cheng's performance. he sing 1 of his fast songs..it's like shit..like wanna zao xia but nv those kind. haha. my fav..ai qing cheng shi..tt song rocks. mtv oso..can cry. den he jump while he sing the fast song..DAMN COMICAL..no seh 1..unlike liu jia yue tuan. i keep laughing. den his fans..got some shout 'xiao fan!' den got another person..not his fan de, go say 'xiao fan zhong xin' meaning hawker centre. me and cc laugh like mad. hahaha. wth loh..imagine fan yi cheng's fans heard tt. die. ok..den each 5 songs le..fans shout encore..they really come out..lol. den they tog sing 1 i duno de song. performance end..slightly b4 9..den we go toilet..i c peifen.. the host of the thing..den i go take photo wif her. lol. nth to do. den i say i wan take photo..den she was like huh take in toilet? den i say nvm lah. haha. she's cute! but the photo..very blur..coz behind is mirror..den cant really c our faces. but nvm. ji nian. took photo wif peifen and had eye contact wof fan yi cheng.. =x if only it was energy.. oh mannnn. ok..after tt.. go home. asked my maid teach me how to iron clothes..coz genki there ask me reach earlier to iron the uniform they'll b giving me. nv iron clothes b4 in my life. my mum down there saying i not girl or wad shit. pls leh..like she got teach me? i duno how many yrs old got maid liao..dun even nd me to iron clothes, now i duno kena blame. den i watch tv..both sis come home..den i realised my erjie's bf proposed to her le. i not surprised.. then they say i not happy for her. -_-" i already noe liao leh. haha..happy oso wont as happy as her right. the diamond ring.. 0.7.. quite big le. it was $8000+..den my dajie work lah..so got discount here and there.. until $4000+ loh..wth..like half price? hmm..ok. nth much. tmr start working. wish me good luck.

hmm..shall talk a bit abt ytd.. i went to parkway parade with raymond to visit sockling..she told raymond got a girl working there very chio..but both raymond and i think sockling like MUCH chioer than her? lol. den she wear the christmas hat..so cute..haha. den raymond treat me chocolate.. the strayberry dip in chocolate..man.. strayberry plus chocolate..both my fav..it's heaven to me.. den he bought chocolate cigar.. we on the way back home den eat. den we got nth to do after tt.. raymond suggest we go ktv.. i say no money..he say he treat..but i ended up paying all the money i have.. $6.. the thing was $10 each. thanks raymond.

today..woke up.. went to the block next to mine..to have a hair cut..by my mum's friend. cut my fringe.. short until it's above my eyes.. it's poking my eyes like siao now.. first day only..got so irritated by my hair le. ok..den go home bathe..den i meet cc to photocopy ic to give manager.. and wtf..our schedule all different. i always 12 to 4..she always 6 to close. den monday got bbq at angeline's hse loh.. she cant go le..she considering not to take this job.. aiyah..duno lah. guess if she dun go..i dun go loh. if not like wad. wtf loh.. if like tt..might as well i go find job myself..find tog den cant work tog. zz. ok nvm.

i went home.. slp from 2 to 7+.. feeling very bad..in a bad mood..supposed to go church wif cc.. but i end up nv go..den i slping halfway..she call me..ask me go out..go town. woo..siao. i slping eh. nvm. she oso noe i bad mood.. so when i wake up..she sms me ask if i'm alright man. nice friend. hee.

anyway.. things happen. my father super naggy..ask me study. when the hell will he stop asking me to study, at least for this holiday? and..i dun understand guys.. is he true..or is he not? ok. nvm. single rocks.

ytd hyper.. now a bit not hyper for wad i saw and did ytd le. sad. lol. last night i wreiting blog halfway..bro say wanna use. zz. nvm. i shall now write abt ytd..coz it's very very impt part of my life. =x

I SAW SYLVESTER!!!! I TOOK A PHOTO WITH HIM!!! ok..let me say how i saw him ok? muahahahha.. i was looking for a job with cc at tm.. den we wanted to walk into ponderosa to ask if got job vacancies.. den the person from ponderosa like nv come towards us.. very far inside the shop..i dun dare to walk all the way in to ask.. den mr teo was calling cc..asking who's the house champion for b&c, boys & girls.. den we keep calling other ppl to ask if they noe..den when she's abt to call abt mr teo.. den mr teo just pick up.. (i was facing ponderosa and she was facing me) den she point at sth and say 'eh..sylvester...' omg..i quickly turn den i saw the back view of sylvester just walking past me.. den i stun tio for 1 or 2 secs.. he walk so fast.. he like hunch back den look down..trying to hide from ppl.. lol. den i chong towards him.. den i call 'sylvester..' he was listening to some music lah..den he take down one side of his earphone..den he turn towards me..like slowly..looking tired. my..that moment..he was like sooo cute loh. freaking blur..den his actions like slow motion like tt.. lie those movie u c then when u c ur prince charming.. his actions is slow motion while others is normal 1. LOL! ok..enough rubbish. he turn.. den he say.. 'ok' very very softly. ok, den i quickly pass my hp to cc..den i say 'eh bang wo pai tou da yi dian' meaning help me take head bigger..paisay..direct translation. lol. den i quickly rushed towards sylvester.. den i down there duno how to position myself..coz normally take with guys..i duno how to stand..if stand too far like very far..not nice.. stand too close like nan nu shou shou bu qing..LOL! den he auto come very near me..omggggg... u noe how near? MUAHAHAHAH.. he come towards me.. stand very close to me.. close untol my shoulder is touching his chest.. and he put his hand gently on my back. OH MANNNNN!!! i was in heaven for that moment. i tio shock. heng i still smile.. lol. but not very nice lah tt smile. ok..finish taking picture..i realised i attracted a lot of stares.. like a lot of ppl looking at us.. den finish taking.. i say thank you.. den he stretch his hand out..wanna shake hand with me.. wahahahah..is he auto come out 1..not i die die wanna shake 1..lol..so i shake lah..muahahah! i shake hand with sylvester! his hand..not very big..ah di's hand much bigger..haha! den abt to let go of hands liao.. i noe i wanna say sth..den i just pop out with 'sylvester..you're my singapore idol' den he smile..and walk off.. cute guy. hee. he really vampire sia.. so fair..haha. den i go c my pic..not prefectly clear..but still ok lah.. den i called steph..huiqi, my erjie.. den i call pingqi her hp off. lol. i was screaming at them. den my erjie wan me mms her. lol. oh ya..after me..cc saw a few girls running towards him. lol. sorry sylvester..i didnt mean to delay ur time..lol.. hehe.. let me show u all the pic.. HEHE.



ok.. hmm.. me and cc was job hunting.. went to a lot of restaurants.. den we go genki..the only one that let us fill in form..den they let us sit at a part of the restaurant.. make us wait damn long..i duno if they trying to observe us or we paranoid.. there's a camera in front of us. lol. but i dun care..i just keep chatting and laughing wif cc. lol. wait super long loh.. we duno got stay there for 1hour or not. plus he talk lah. wait v long, he give us the form..fill in until mad..so many things to write.. den wait again..he come and talk to us. and wtf..ask me work during christmas.. new yr and chinese new yr. say wad must be committed. mai sai lah..ask malay ppl come work lah. he brief finish liao..he say any problem..i straight away shoot..chinese new yr first 2 days cannot. muahahahahah. siao bo. i can my mum oso wont let me. anyway, i dun wan myself lah. mad. christmas.. i dun mind..coz christmas day itself i nth to do de. den if christmas i work afternoon can le ma.. if night.. means 6 to close..at around 10.30..den i chong down loh.. if not oso bo bian. new yr..a bit nth lah. haha. den he say wad need smile, need discipline.. need whatever shit lah. ok..fine with me. but then..i first time work.. i very anxious plus excited..plus scared. after he brief..me and cc go out of shop..i scared until i duno what i saying. cc say she first time oso like tt. lol. i duno y sia. maybe i not exposed? LOL! den we 2 maybe not working in same shift leh..sian liao. the discipline thing..both of us think can 1 lah..in netball..super discipline..lol. duno lah..scared leh first time do. the first week will be like under observation lah. if they not happy..bye bye. den tt night he called cc say we cfm working..start on monday. jialat. i regret finding work. super sian now. ok..den we continue finding and finding..nobody got vancancies..go simei..oso dun haf. sad.

after tt..i go meet kelvin.. go out with him..2 super budget de ppl walking in town. lol. really super budget loh. wanted to watch movie de..but i dun dare to say. hahaha. i wanna watch bridget jones!!!! zz. scared he no money. haha. i got $10..6.50 for movie..3.50 for dinner. just nice =x ok..den we just walk lo9h..he hoh..like freaking child.. keep wanna eat uncle de ice cream.. muahahaha. and freak..i look like his mother. hahahahah =x ok..nth much. b4 going out..i meet hq to pass her things..and show her the sly photo. hee. she was with angeline.. and... angeline was wearing a mickey mouse shirt. SO CUTE!!! haha.

i got nth to do.. supposed to meet cc for job hunting at 1..woke up at 11 to prepare..end up like too early.. so i watch tv until no show to watch.. bathe.. abt to walk out of hse, she she meet 130.. so i on com.. use until 115.. abt to go out.. she say meet 230.. den i on com again..but den i put quit msg just now le, den join again like retard..so i online on msn only..haha. now waiting for my sis to get ready..she say she wanna leave hse wif me. i go read everyone's blog in my list.. still nth to do. hmm.. i shall share sth wif u all.. i figured this out right after i got the song in my com.. duno correct or not.. :

in my mind, i can climb, all the mountains that surround me
my spirits' there where eagles' there to fly
in my heart, there's a spark, that can light the world around me
and open door where i am sure dreams are
doesnt matter if i win, or the colour of my skin
coz the race is all about believing in yourself

and i dream..i can run, like the wind, and be strong
when my heart just wants to give in
i dream..i can be, the hero that's in me
when i dream, i dream..

there's a time, in your life, when the odds are so against you
there's no defeat if all u keep is pride
first or last, slow or fast, there's a dignity that makes you
keep driving on when worlds have come apart
doesnt matter rich or poor
or the things you've done before
coz the race is all about believing in yourself

all the moments, that forever we'll be holding
when the torches pass only dreams will last
that are shared by everyone

-any idea what this song is? haha.

-edit- wah..super hiong.. super steady.. reach home..very bored..feel like going out after chalet..den i ask socks if she's free..wanna go watch incredibles..coz both of us wanna watch..den she say steady..den i go check time..and it's like 3.30.. the show starts at 4.. everyone chong.. call raymond but phone engaged.. sms tenglui he 7+ den reply..haha. sms jvn..in the end woke him up..haha.. he go chong..bathe.. den we managed to meet immediately..lol. go buy ticket..den the person say show start le..den we dun care..just buy. a while more..sockling reach le. we pia like duno what.. b4 buying ticket.. jvn say..he like recall he watch incredibles b4 liao. omg..too drunk le he.. slp too little oso..meet le den rem he got watch. omg. ok..den we get into cinema..still advertisement loh..zz..den socks wanna buy food..so she and i chong go outside buy.. get into cinema.. den havent start. omg. chong until mad loh. but fun. haha. finish watching..eat dinner at food court..den walk ard..century sq change a lot..and i duno. lol. spend too much time at chalets. haha. walk until 8+..we tired le..lol. i rubbing my eyes and yawning le.. so we went home. walk home tt time..i keep thinking abt a lot of things.. hmm.. =x -end-

MUAHAHAHHA.. i'm freaking high now and no one shall spoil my mood. lol. just come home from chalet..bathe.. den i realised i took a lot of photos these days.. prom lah.. netball chalet..class chalet. all rock like duno wad. haha. i love u guys..(eh, sound like taufik..haha), every single one of you.. (here's sly's line. lol. be fair)

oOooOOOoOOooOo! paisay..high..anyhow type..lol.. 4c chalet rocksssss OMG!!! i freaking she bu de when we going back.. esp the part when everyone talk diff bus..take same bus de start alighting 1 by 1.. ='( i wanna cry. i wanna say it again.. i love all of you. i miss the times in class..we bully mdm wee.. keep calling each other names.. get angry over nth.. throw things all around the classroom.. all the troubles we've made.. mr bernard come in and take tenglui's discman away.. mr bernard coming in to scold tenglui and raymond..i turn behind and tio scolded..muahahaha.. all these.. i will rem de.. mr bernard..i oso dun care liao..prom tt day..took photo with him..he shake hands wif me and say take care..wtf..i freaking feel like crying loh. he gimme such fucking trouble last time.. didnt even think i do anything wrong..now i wanna cry for him. lol. funny. haha. 2 years in the same class..1 year 1 chalet.. it's damn memorable.. i wanna cry again. i really enjoyed all the times tog.. how we gossip abt ppl.. saying other class kns or wad shit..girls getting crazy over some jap guys in waterboys.. haha.. or sly..pinky me and steph..LOL! oh man!! i love this!

ok..let me talk abt chalet.. i went to jvn's hse.. den socks go interview..she got the job.. congrats. den me jvn and ray freaking struggling to bring the food there.. so many things loh. reach there i so sian loh..so early. then shaun they all reach..wth..leave me alone..nvm. i very slpy.. den dari come..pei me talk a bit. den everyone start coming le.. and..i forgot wad we did. lol. monday evening..bbq.. quite some ppl..but i duno y i nv c jasmine rachel tze ching sarah they all.. they duno meh? tot they noe? nvm. they missed the fun..and i miss them! ='( ok..back.. lol. during bbq.. i noe kelvin chia got go his jc class de chalet ma..so i ask him buy alcoholic drinks for us. chuifong, sockling and i bought the same thing..coz no hooch..i miss hooch. lol. my buy booz or sth like tt..it taste like ribena loh. wth..lol. guys bought beer. anyway..thanks kelvin. =) -though i dun thik he got read my blog..muahahah- hmm.. after bbq.. er.. wad we do ah? we.. go out is it? yeah..we slack a bit den go out for supper. went to the loyang primary there.. walk so long loh. eat le..girls bth..take cab back..haha. then hoh.. we reach earlier..freaking guys reach chalet le, come scare us..think we duno it's them. lol..a bit fake lah. but they way they knock kind of scary lah..so loud loh..on the glass..den like banging onto the door.. like the monkey's paw those kind..wtf.. i not scared become scared. LOL! stupid jvn..u started it right?! nvm. haha. they still call us and say they'll reach in 5 mins' time after knocking the door. idiots. childish..but fun. LOL! we played along.. jvn call pingqi to say they reaching soon ma..den pingqi act she sleeping.. use the very blur voice to talk. haha. we trying to act we duno wad happen. lol. after tt.. i dun rem wad we did again! MUAHAHAH. ok..i rem we duno when watch waterboys.. the movie..and MAN! it was so nice..the guys all like cutie pies..lol. i really mean cute..they're not those energy or sylvester.. or..whoever u name lah.. their cute is really KAWAII kind..those u feel like making them ur didi 1.. lol. almost same age as us de. lol. cutieeeee =x nice show..can watch. everybody go watch. ok..den next day..they watch the waterboys de drama serial..i watch until die.. it's chinese subtitle de..can die loh. i read chinese v slow de..den subtitle so fast..so i just scan thru.. end up scan too fast..i dun understand the story le..cant continue watching. thruout..got ppl playing majong and cards. den ok..after the supper..girls went to slp..guys laying blackjack and majong. they talk so looud..girls cant slp loh. got me, sockling, pinky, steph and engyong. we slp in this order. i nearest to air con..i almost die of coldness. den we keep talking..then sockling fell aslp first..haha.. i nv talk lah..duno what to talk oso. lol..coz steph too lame. den for a second or 2..we keep quiet..den pinky fell aslp le. omg..1 or 2 secs nia..she fall aslp. damn fast damn scary. haha. den we slowly go slp..at around 4am like tt. 10+ wake up.. guys complained..they slping on the floor downstairs on on the stairs..no air con..no mattress..lol. den me, engyong, jvn went out for breakfast..den buy food for those still slping. den fuxiang came..we all play blackjack.. i earned $1..hahahahah. not very good luck..sockling..siao 1 loh..duno from how many coins..become notes.. stupid. she's a lucky star. -raymond..u shld buy her bday..lol. k..den they say wanna go out eat dinner..den i go bathe..bathe le..end up bbqing again..coz too much food. if i noe bbqing i wont bathe already! after bbq den bathe. ok..bbq.. eat quite a lot..muahaha. but den no hotdogs..hotdogs first day finish le. after tt.. girls watching waterboys serial.. some playing majong..i get very bored. went to join bernard hoon, raymond and jvn for some games. played heart attack.. jvn and bernard duno how to play..lol. no childhood. lol. nvm..we play..and wtf..they hit hands damn hard loh!!! i tot mr teo only siao person play heart attack like duno wad hell.. all guys like tt 1. heng i siam super fast. den they keep discussing tactics..how to injure the person hitting the ppl..like u suddenly put ur finger up..den the person hit ur finger or sth..super lame. they play a while nv play le. den hoh.. wth.. jvn hit ppl is aim 1 loh..i siam already.. he hit my hand 1.. nv hit the middle 1 leh..idiot. hit until my hand like wanna blueblack..i rub until mad. played other games..but i forgot le. muahahaha. ok..den go out for supper again.. pingqi went to slp le.. den i hungry =x den socks, steph and chuifong wanna watch waterboys..so i drag engyong along so tt i wont be the only girl. walk there..raymond was of great company..kept talking to me.. make sure i not bored. in chalet oso.. duno y so nice..maybe coz i pei him buy shoe. lol. so nice loh. go there..got prata..i wan 1 plain one..but no change..den shaun say he treat..muaahhaha. den hoh..i drink 2 iced milo..i in chalet damn thirsty loh.. like siao. everybody drink not enough water..den the toilet freaking stinko coz the urine super yellowish. muahahahah =x ok..er xin things dun talk too much. and oh ya! jVN NV FLASH THE TOILET AFTER HE PEE! MUAHAHAHA.. ok.. stop. guys..pls rem to flash the toilet. ok..back..i was bored again..so i went to rest wif pingqi..she slping..i listening to jvn's mp3 and looking at msgs and photos.. i started feeling very sad again..c all the photos..all the ktv sessions..all the netballers..the chalets..the fun.. den b4 o level..took pictures of ppl studying..den over le..omg..the photos are like a process.. can cry. ok..den i finish looking.. i go slp. den sockling wake me up..so tt i will move to let her slp beside me..den i realised the mp3 player still on. oops. lol. it's like duno what time liao. very late le. ok.. den i 6+ or 7 wake up..let guys slp.. they nv slp whole night..i slp until so shuang. i nth to do ma..bored will auto feel slpy. ok..wake up..i lazy bathe. muahahahah. wait for everyone to wake up and pack up.. den socks lost her necklace.. ='( the necklace de pendent so nice. she lost she can get over it..i cant. it's really very nice loh..heart shape de. i feel very sad. ok..nvm. den we took photos.. took quite a few.. diff camera oso. i take until like prom..the smile super not natural liao. haha. den go food court eat breakfast.. den go home. ='( sadsadsadsadsadsadsadsad..

wanted to go job hunting wif cc today. but she already out wif ppl. sad. what shld i do today? i wanna go out de leh. zz.

ok..anyway, tenglui, raymond.. pls send me chalet photos. huiqi..pls send me prom and chalet photos. LOL! i still got sentosa trip de photos havent get from cc loh..burn into cd le nv pass to us. omg..so many photos!!

oh..last thing. my dajie told me..my erjie's bf..er..his name is eugene..he's going to propose to my erjie by this year. OMG! so romantic..he ask me dajie go look for good diamond.. 3/4 carat.. u noe how big? VERY BIG. haha. ex loh. wtf. wear on my erjie's hand sure damn big..her hand so small. LOL! hahaha.. so nice. if she get married..i can wear my prom tt shawl le..coz tt shawl very drama..must drama de occations den can wear. LOL! now come to think of it..i damn she bu de my erjie. last time was my dajie..but that jerk..aiyah..FUCK HIM. dun talk abt that bastard anymore. my erjie..hope eugene kor kor treats her well.. hee. they move to new hse.sure got dog one. OMG! doggy.

oOo..just woke up and bathe after a 6 hours slp..after a 2 hours talk on phone..omg..i v long nv talk on phone le loh.. talk until 3.40 like tt. mad.. freaking slpy now. packed a bit of stuff..later going jvn hse wif raymond and socks.. den bring all the bbq stuff to chalet.. cool man. chalet is gonna rock like hell. haha! hmm..anyway.. ytd.. went to penisular plaza wif raymond.. dropped at city hall mrt and bvoth of us blank..duno where to go..walk into raffles city is natural reaction..den walk out..lol.. den i say from outside can c the penisular building..so we walked towards it.. b4 even reaching it.. we saw a sports shop..den i saw this nike shoe.. nice..den raymond oso like..den nvm..still early..we continue walking..den we tot we walk into correct place le..but inside like only got 3 or 4 shoe shops..den got a lot of foreigners.. those asian type..not angmor 1.. and it's like so many loh..all standing by the railings.. yucks.. girls hate this..they just give us a very tiko feeling. duno y. haha. the shoe shops in the building like so cramp 1.. u walk in the shop.. will keep brushing against the shoes..then it'll drop. zz. after tt.. go another building.. which raymond assume is the right one. keep walking around..den we still like the first shoe we saw. the first and the last. he bought it. haha. i like it man.. if got girl version de i will consider. went to bata to buy..coz like more reliable.. coz the first shop we saw, and bata is the only 2 shops we saw got the shoe de. the first shop, the girl like not confident de, ray ask the shoe come out how long le.. she say abt 1 year. then bata say come out in july. like so sure. den bata service much better loh. so go bata buy. haha. after tt.. raymond say wan eat sakae..so go eat. my breakfast is sooooo heavy tt i cant eat much. but i still end up eating. lol. he like de things.. except sushi i all like. lol. the chawanmushi..and the fried tofu.. plus some tempura lookalike..haha. den we talk a lot of crap sia. nice guy. oh ya..sushi he treat me. haha. nice eh? LOL. thanks ah raymond. it was a nice and filling tea break. haha. after tt.. i chong home..wanna watch star awards.. missed the part where everyone walk out. zoe tay de dress super funny. christopher lee..though i hate him..but he appeared very yandao last night. finally a decent suit. qi yu wu..looked tred and plain..but i love him! my erjie sms me from thailand..ask me vote for him..lol. so i did.. and got scolded by my bro. lol. den when he got into top 10..i so kan chong..quickly sms my er jie to tell her. she so happy loh. haha. oh ya.. ou xuan..omg..can she dun be so pretty? she's like freaking chio loh..OMG! i love her! den top 10..guo fei li.. freaking yucks. i rather she let fiona xie, ivy lee or patricia mok get loh. at least ppl got act and make effort? she do wad shit? den fann wong.. gonna tio newspaper write until duno wad liao. spoil the mic..still throw it away. -_-" hate her lah. yucks. oh ya..joanne peh.. if only she didnt cut her hair. omg ya..when she wear de white colour clothes tt time..her accessories is my dajie choose 1 leh. sud sud. my dajie told me..her designer go her shop find her.. tell her wad joanne peh's gonna wear..den my dajie help me choose. when she come out..i was like.. 'ee dajie..why u choose the accessories so small 1? LOL'

ok..chalet time. gonna update my chalet things on wed. lol. another super long blog. woo! and hq.. when u come back singapore sms me can? LOl.

hahahah.. i just woke up, bathe and eat breakfast..after a 20 hour slp. =x got a shock when i woke up. lol. i just sleep..and sleep. i slept at 3 wanted to wake up watch ye man qing jia, end up i 1+ at night wake up, so i continue sleeping. the past 5 days rock like hell.. =D

monday, prom night: waited for my sis and her friend to come. her friend help me to make up.. and den mascara part damn funny..i keep blinking..den she'll scream. lol. den she help me make my hair.. i nv cut anything..she can help me make until pro. haha. no gel no nth..only pins. haha. prom night.. it was cool. but i expected sth more.. like some guest from tv or wad..end up.. 1 dunmanite and 4 other exdunmanites performed. somemore one of the song wad 'the reason'.. sylvester... ='( socks told me when the song was playing..she keep looking at me..wanna c my expression. lol. ok..den food. the food is good.. some ppl say not nice..dun understand them. maybe i'm happy lah, so the food taste nicer. haha. den took a lot of pictures.. den i keep reminding myself dun touch my face, dun lick my lips, dun rub my eyes..and stuff. lol. feel so uneasy. but for the night, bo bian lah. haha. no slow dance..i duno y.. den the disco kind of dance..i a bit shock lah..coz those dancing dance until a bit exaggerated..lol..den i dun dare. =x took quite some photos. but den now i c a few got me 1..like shit loh. i look like shit..so ugly.yucks.. eee.... arghh... nvm. hope the others i look nicer. lol. hmm.. tried to look for my class ppl to take photo..but den..i cant find a lot of ppl loh..zz. nvm. sheila look good.. xy..if only no braces.. yp..mature man.. angeline.. a nice change.. haha.. hq.. tiny and cute.. wl..tall ass! she's so tall..and nice. cc.. taitai seh..lol.. isaac looks good. lol. i bth, go take a pic wif him. lol. =x oh..ya..the prom king and queen..i think those nominated de..for guys..shane wear the nicest. den hoh..wanyee nominated. her dress.. i at first wanna buy 1 leh..wth wth.. lol. if not i oso nominated. muahahaha.. ok. the dress so nice loh..but i like another colour de. i tried both. medium a bit small.. maybe coz.. my front big =x large is far too big..can drop 1. lol. bel very daring..she was hot man.

after prom was crazy..we go ktv.. raymond's bday.. go ktv 12 to 4 leh..hiong right.. too bad not 18..if not can haf alcoholic drinks le. got pingqi, me, sockling, tenglui, jevan, bernardhoon, raymond and fuxiang. at first tot rayoce they all coming oso..booked a room for 11 ppl..VIP room leh..end up 8 only..gotta buy 3 more drinks and pay more. end up everyone $20 or $19 like tt..when it can be a few dollars lesser. but nvm. had a lot of fun. the room was so big..the remote control cannot sense the thing loh. must go all the way to the front. i told my mum i going chalet a while to talk to my friends..5+ go home. lol she believe =x gullible ass. nvm. i from poly onwards..i'm going to tell her the truth.. where i go and stuff. lol. anyway.. bernard hoon hoh..he sud sud loh..he sing kuai le chong bai the rap part..dun look like he can do it right? sud loh..den the hei ba hua yin..the zhang xue you song..he sing the high high part in his way.. it's was cool and nice.. u rock man b3.. lol.

go home, i had trouble removing my make up and all the pins on my head. so many loh. got 16. den my mascara and eye liner very stubborn.. i wipe so many times..dun wanna come out. after tt..go bathe.. and i cant sleep. i very energetic.. reach home at 430..slp at 5+ near 6. woke up at 9 to pack chalet stuff. damn.

go chalet..a lot of ppl late, yp and cc not late, so i meet them at delifrance..they eating, i drink soup. buy snacks den go le. reach there..moved all the mattresses in one room, bonding ma..slp tog. lol. den played cards.. played heart attack..mr teo is FREAKING SIAO..HIT SO PAIN. EVERYTIME LIKE TT ONE. but nvm..that's the fun. den.. play until got 1 part of my finger like.. very very pain. i press le..got tears in my eyes. so i stop playing for a while..joined wl to do some..i duno wad she doing de thing. =x whole day played cards.. at night oso. lol. den we go play pool.. $9 an hour. song? but nvm..we got a lot of ppl. 1st game, lx, wl and me team up. mr teo, angeline and aisah another team. i hit the 2nd time..black ball in. song? zz. after switch team and cont playing. reach chalet.. ton the night.. until 5+..go cheers.. c sunrise. cant c much things.. (eh? is this the order of activites i did? i dun quite rem. nvm. anyhow) only saw the sky cracking.. den got a bit of orange parts in the sky. xy and i had stupid stomachache.. sheila and yp oso..but while waiting for sunrise..it was like shit. i bth..had goosebumps leh. yucks. hate it. think we ate potato chips den like tt de. keep thinking if we eat sth wrong..wl suggested it was the tap water..coz got newater liao.. lol. stomach weak. we whole night ton tt time.. stomach got the same feeling. yp describe until pro. i had the feeling for 3 whole days.

go back chalet, sleep.. until 10.. 3+ hours.. wake up.. breakfast at bk..borrow bike for whole day.. cycle cycle cycle.. ms siti come.. prepare bbq.. juniors come.. and freak..only 10 juniors come loh. very give face hoh? i very bored..so i eat and eat and eat..me and angeline. full le still eat. hahaha! nth to do ma. den we go night cycling.. we rent one bike each..all same colour..except 1.. den the same de is red colour de..my fav colour. it's freaking sud loh, all same bike..red somemore.cool!! night cycling..hmm.. wl, yp, xy, me, sheila, angeline, hq. in this order..1 whole row of girls. we attracted a lot of attention on the road leh. hahahah. a lot of ppl looking. we from aloha go tampines mart.. it was a long but no long ride. lol.

*now at jvn's hse with raymond..went sheng siong to buy bbq stuff for monday 4c chalet!!!!!they marinate chicken..i use com =x*

ok..i continue my blog..hmm.. the ride hoh..make everybody's butt hurt like hell.. the seat very hard..den we were talking abt guy..like how they sit on the seat..LOL! =x den we reach tampines mart..got this guy..wanna xian sheila..den sheila wearing a top with the word 'sugar' behind..den when we abt to leave..the guy ask if he can have sheila's number..den we faster run..den the guy keep calling sugar..omg..scary..we just keep riding and run away..lol. at first wanna go eat prata de..but a bit far lah..lol. i think..we watched crossroads? did we? lol..we buy at downtown east de. wif mr teo..den after the show..sheila say..mr teo down there..den got sex part..she feel very awkward..LOL! hahahah.. funny loh..i dun feel anything lah..coz other shows..oso got guys in the cinema ma? not meh? i only feel when watching tv den got kissing scene.. my dad down there..i feel funny lah..hahaha. i realised.. i mixed up all the order of the chalet.. ok..anyhow k? LOL!

den got 1 night.. think it's the same night..we played cards.. sme bth..go slp le. we played cards wif mr teo.. den played daidee.. den after tt.. mr teo say he wanna slp..end up left me, cc, sheila and xy..den suddenly.. mr teo say wanna bring us go for a ride.. lol. so happy..can go watch sunrise at east coast.. on the way there.. we 4 slping.. only mr teo awake.. den reach there.. we all feel like slping..end up all 5 of us sleeping..den mr teo say..aiyah..we look tired.. go back chalet..we go east coast like less than 5 mins? MUAHAHAH.. lame. on the way back..we still slping..reach chalet..POM..DEAD ON BEd. lol. tmr must book out at 10. den we say wanna around 8 or 9 book out de..end up.. 10 mr teo wake us up..say got ppl come and ask us book out le..LOL! we just need wl there to wake us up. she leave the previous day. oh.. i remember one of the days where we go le. we go beach. played vollyball.. mrteo went home to take de.. den oso brought ian.. his baby.. he so cute loh. but duno y that day..he no daddy will cry. LOL! den mr teo keep ordering to do things..he a bit dun understand lah..lol. den he take 1.5 litre water like so big loh. hahaha! ok..we go beach.. without ian lah..he went home earlier..den played vollyball..5 vs 5..den we keep having the vollyball kind of cheers..fun! after tt..played another game..some ppl rest..so 4 vs 4.. i play until DAMN sian liao..maybe i tired ba..den after tt.. sheila they few told me the game was too competitive..like not chalet 1 loh.. den leisure..i find it ok. den.. mr teo found frisbee.. at the beach..den we go pick it up and play. they wanted to play match de..but a few of us wanted to play it in a circle. lol. after tt..we played soccer with the vollyball. omg..it was like so fun. got 1 free kick.. i kick it real hard..and it was a goal..it was so easy..haha.. perhaps it's just the goalkeeper not alert..i mean..who really plays soccer aomng us.. who be goalkeeper oso doesnt make a much diff. lol. den play.. den we won.. den the other group say not fair, coz we got mr teo..den play another game.. mr teo choose his players..i duno if it's the lousy team or wad..but i scared those in his team will feel lousy..like.. need mr teo den can win..i duno..hope they dun feel tt way..coz it's NOT that way lah.. hmm..forgot the score..it was a nice match..lol. but den the ball keep getting into the sea.. play soccer nvm..play vollyball..den got sand..the sand keep flying into our eye..plus hit le very pain. i now stil feel the pain on my arm when i press it. den hoh..yucks..the soccer..i step on sth sharp. and it was into my leg. so pain.. zz. think the thing stilll in my leg.. 3 days le.. cant walk without consciously thinking that it's there. so many injuries..lol. den my hand.. nail polish coming off..but i very bu she de remove it. lol. den my back of the palm.. got blueblack..got play haert attack tt time a lot of nail piercing into our hands..coz all nails very long..prom night ma..LOL! got 3 blueblacks on my hand loh.. all nails fault. lol. my body..muscles like aching..lol. ok..anyway..we went fishermen's village for dinner..but only me, cc, yp, lx, angeline and mr teo eating. the rest no money, go back eat instant noodle..but they waited for mr teo to finish eating den fetch them home. we drink cocobut..den omg..1 coconut $3.80..MAD.. the food.. we only bought coconuts, carot cake, fried hokkien mee, fried oyster omelette, string ray.. like tt only hoh.. 5 ppl split..each person $9.. means it's $54..mad right. lol.

reach home..slp.. slp at 3+.. woke up at 12noon the next day..lol.pro? but then from monday..prom tt day.. the moment i wake up..until 3+ on friday.. 100 hours..i only slee for 15 hours leh. omg. ok.. wake up.. online.. i freaking lazy write blog..coz i noe it'll be long. den raymond last night msg me.. online jvn tell me..ask me go buy bbq stuff. ok. that's y i'm in jvn's hse now. lol. let them busy..i shall enjoy all i want =x tired. sole pain..the freaking sharp thing!!! and i realised i missed panweibo at tm and imm this afternoon. arghHHHhh!! panweibo!!! he sure very cute 1!!! nvm. tmr..i shall have enough rest..b4 i ton 2 nights at the chalet again. oh ya..angeline hoh..she's my idol!!! she look like sylvester!! really..she wore a jacket.. black..got hood behind de.. den her hair oso like cover her eyes.. went side down..look exactly like sylvester when he sang 'rock your body'..omg..she look really a lot of sly loh..den she wear shades oso..it's like omg!!! sylvester aka angeline tan! LOL!

NETBALL CHALET ROCKS..I'LL NEVER FORGET THE TIMES WE HAVE..NETBALLERS.. U GUYS ROCK MY WORLD.. THE TOUGH TIMES AND GREAT TIMES.. (enough of caps) hmm..and all the crap we had with coach vivian..all the cows come home, moon turn blue and sky drop.. lol. lame. all the outings..gatherings..trainings.. all that. i wont forget them. rem our promise..we're gonna have outings every 2 months.. i love you guys. =)

i'm now looking forward to my class chalet. another group of ROCKIN PEOPLE! =D

*paisay..blog a bit long =x *

bored.. waiting for dajie to come back make up for me.. i wait so long..so bored.. now like everyone busy preparing for prom..and i'm online doing nth. lol. bored ah.. zz. die.. today after prom come home sure damn tired. den tuesday morning got to book in chalet.. i friday de blog sure longgggggggg until duno wad. =x ok lah.. i shall continue waiting...........

zz..freako day.. again..i hate prom..i think it's a freaking idiotic thing that makes me so busy and helpless over it..duno what i'm going to do to my hair..i dun care le..i'm not gonna cut..just let my dajie's friend do whatever shit she wants. den.. very troublesome loh.. alot of things lah..zz. nvm. hope i'll have fun and dun regret all the stupid trouble after all. haha.

hmm..went to do my manicure..den there..although got the same brand de nail polish as my toe nails 1.. but den dun haf the colour..i asked them help me choose..they were like 'huh pink again?' eh..i like pink cannot? i customer or they customer? my money or their money? wah..super sian..ok nvm..sua. i choose myself. end up...freak..so pink! so dark! so different from my toes de. i wanna cry. the pink is so pink loh..so not suitable for me. so not me! i today down there singing 'wo bu xiang wo..bu xiang wo zi ji..' to cc and hq. lol. ok nvm. not going to put that colour again. next time be smarter.

cc and hq come my hse for a while after manicure. after tt.. i watch tv a while..super sian..i go slp. wake up..eat dinner plus watch mi jia le zhi wu. i busy hiding my nails from my dad..he see i sure die. but i think he saw..den he down there scolding me for watching mjlzw. he say the show is all abt 'hua xiang'..no such thing. wtf..like i duno? i watch is coz got energy loh. den he down there scolding me for watch such shows..den influence me of those things.. den teach me bad things. lame. den keep scolding me..ask me dun siao over such boybands.den say it's 5566. duno dun say can? it's energy lah goondu. den he keep saying.. ask me study i dun wanna study.. rather sit down there watch rubiish show.. wtf. after exam..he keep wanting me to read books loh. what's ur prob? wan me to read poly books? siao asshole.

hai..prom very ma fannnnnn... zz! still got chalet..omg..i duno bring wad and all the rubbish. den 4 days..duno go there do wad oso. haha! cannot play blackjack oso.. coz got malay.. coz blackjack no money involved no fun. =x

bth myself.. i change blogskin (thanks hq) den realised my blog really like storybook..so long loh.. haha.. nvm. today i keep it short and sweet.

supposed to meet hq go expo c sly and taufik de.. but i lazy..den i sms her i lazy..she oso lazy..muahahaha.. so in the end nv go. we mad 1.. i can online tt time so high and crazy wif ppl over sly.. den now i lazy go c him. lol! anyway..my friend's friend saw sly at tm ytd loh..tm leh..so near. if i noe i pia down to tm loh..she still take photo wif him. wthh... my sly.. sylvester!!! =x oh..den hoh..we last time can go jurong point just to see sly..now at expo nia..i lazy. haha! =x

hmm..stayed at home today.. lazy go out lah..duno y.. cant wait to work.. i play and slack until a bit sian le.. haha. nvm..now i looking forward to prom and chalets.. but den prom i duno what i wanna do to my hair sia.. still blank.. no idea at all.

stay at home.. blast my music.. sing.. haha.. nice. =x

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oh ya.. ytd i read life!.. den it says.. olinda voted 900 times for taufik.. 900 eh! wth.. if not for her..think sylvester could have won.. or can fight with taufik loh. den my sis told me a lot of her friends.. and her manicure that person..say they dun dare to show the number of votes each of them get coz they just wan taufik to win..so tt he can represent singapore. i have no comments.

hai.. 2 days after singapore idol.. i'm still sad..i duno y i just cant get over it..esp when i'm alone..i will down there keep thinking.. den i just downloaded i dream.. by both taufik and sylvester..after taufik won den they sing de.. ='( now queueing for sylvester sing alone de..coz..in taufik's album wont have tt song.. ='( i wanna cry le..

ok.. back to wed.. when out with hq to buy her accessories and stuff.. den we saw apple hong..the channel u girl.. go out wif hq everytime c ppl 1 leh..haha. den she late..so i waited for her..den at that time.got this group of malay and indian girls oso waiting for their friend..den they talking abt singapore idol..den say taufik sing they'll melt and stuff.. like sylvester sing i dun melt? =x ok nvm.. i nv say anything..i cant say anything oso..coz nobody wif me. haha! den they say taufik damn good damn good..den say duno y sylvester can get into top 3.. ='( why say until like tt man.. den they say..ppl say sly got x-factor..den one of the girls say 'what x-factor?!' stupid. nvm. after tt.. rushed home to watch singapore idol..den i on mrt keep looking at the time..den the whole mrt like talking abt singapore idol loh..den i just listen.. i hear ppl say..i kan chong..keep sms ppl..vote for sly..haha.

watch singapore idol.. i very kan chong.. taufik seemed really cool and calm.. and sylvester..i saw him shivering.. the mic he holding on is shaking..! i down there..wanna cry liao..relax man sly.. den hoh.. wth..the judge choose for him de song freaking difficult loh..compared to taufik de. but nvm.. den the i dream.. i think sylvester sing better..i'm not being biased.. they're both good.. but sylvester sing it in a more geniue way.. taufik sing like very commercialised 1 loh. sylvester sing it in a very honest..pure.. i duno how to say lah. =x den got 1 part..both taufik and sylvester wore whole body white.. it's omg.. i melt like duno what shit. sylvester so shuai loh. omg. haha. =x den i like his wear the black coach wif pink or red lining de. omg!! =x ok..results.. i screamed. =x i scream throughout the show show lah..coz sly come out ma.. =x hai..taufik won.. i duno y..i can accept he win..but i cant accept sylvester lose..it's like.. sylvester worked so hard.and his mum de news made him so disappointed.. i'm not saying taufik didnt work hard or wad..but i feel more for sylvester..i felt so sorry for him. when the results were announced.. he hide his feelings until i c he very xin ku loh.. b4 the results were announced..i cried le.. got 1 tear =x den results out..i cry like duno wad shit. my sylvester..lost. ='( it's ok..sylvester..you're my singapore idol. den i heard sylvester say 'thank you, papa, mama' the papa and mama is say in chinese 1..so cute. omg. ok..what i wanna say is..congrats taufik.. do singapore proud..i dun care if there's a world idol.. but u represent singapore.. =) and sylvester.. in my heart.. you're the singapore idol.. dun give up..it's not the end.. continue to work hard.. i look forward to hear more good music from u alone..or ur band.. =)

hmm..anyway.. the finalists performance was great..they rock man.. =D

after tt.. i freaking pissed when ppl come suan me taufik won and sly lost.. i dun hate taufik.. i just super sad with the fact that sylvester lost. den my dad go tell my mum..'ask ur daughter be more cultured..scream and scream' wth man.. my money (the votes) and my idol..how to dun scream? think my mum, me and my sis.. although got vote over 30+ times.. hai.. my sis and my mum first time vote loh.. den result like tt. ok nvm. my daie come home from work..den say 'heard tt u cry..' den come scold me for crying..she say she poly tt time, meaning my age lah..she oso nv behave like tt..den say taufik win oso good.. sylvester go world idol with his english..throw singapore's face.. i was like..fuck? i got say anything to u? need to shoot me until like tt? den i started crying again..coz remind me of sly losing.. ='( haha..i noe i weak. =x den she say.. aiyah..sylvester will have chinese album 1 lah.. i nv even care abt her. idiot. den after tt.. i supper..den come home.. i listen to radio..the freaking 93.3 dj ling zhi say.. taufik damn damn good..den say until sylvester damn damn bad..she told the call-in person..she say she nv watch previous singapore idols b4..but when she heard sly sing an jing tt night.. she almost vomit blood. wah lan.. freako loh. need to say until like tt? say taufik better can le right? idiot lah. i was so angry. i cant slp tt night.

next day.. meet jvn to buy his prom stuff.. den i heard a song taufik sing b4 de.. from another shop..den i down there wanna cr le..plus i in the morning my eyes very teary..wanna cry is damn easy 1. haha. den i faster siam the shop. den i ask jvn buy newpaper.. =x den..wth..no world idol leh. den sylvester get de things like the same as taufik..i duno whether to be happy for sly..or feel sad for taufik. =x

after tt..go ktv wof jvn, raymond and sockling..cool man..but den the 5 hours like damn fast.. we keep wanted raymond to sing duet wif us..but he everytime got duet..he say he sore throat.. idiot..den nvm..jian ao and chuang wai..me and sockling take turn to become the guy 1..haha.. i duno chuang wai de guy part..she duno chuang wai de guy part.. haha! den jian ao..not as low..heng i can sing. haha. i love jian ao. hee. after tt.. go swensons..hee..nice. den walk a while..den after tt got this lucky dip thing..den raymond go try for fun..den the auntie say.. got snake inside..den his hand already in the box..den he like tio shock.. pull back his hand a bit..sockling and i was laughing like duno what shit..he damn gullible leh..like tt oso believe..muahahahahah.. omg..hahahahahahah..goondu..hahahahahah! =x

den reach home..i read lime..a bit lame eh? i bought b4 finals..read after finals.. den my erjie ask me..if i think sly and taufik is really good friends or on the surface only..i say really good friends..she say like a bit fake..haha! den i read lime..i realised taufik very humble..good..got future..haha.

today..supposed to go sheila and xy's hse..but i freaking sleepy.. i woke up at 2.30 today loh..so late..i think i first time at home slp until so late.. online a while only..now 5.30 le.. haha! read newspaper.. c taufik's face on life.. ='( he's quite yandao leh.. =x den i go c those websites..got singapore idol de..den c a lot of sylvester's website.. i cant get over it leh..den now keep repeating i dream.. ='( sylvester.. =(